..Talking.

Im no good at it. Never have been. 
What can i say, it gets me into some tricky situations sometimes.. :l
Ah well.
You see, I express myself to music. To myself, not to others.. but if you listen closely to songs, that im listening to being all quiet, and listen to the words, and connect with them, like I do with all types of music, then you might JUST ABOOUT be able to get me.. but most often than not, never.. So good luck with that. Im sorry its just who  i am.
I used to be able to talk about anything and anything, untill someone came along like 2 years ago, i think it is now, changed me. Completely. I am a completely different person to who i used to be. I used to be able to be read like a childrens book like a *snap of fingers*, but now, i cant. It pisses me off.. but its who i am, i supposem and i cant change that. Ah well.
This is why i have to write things down, be it in a diary, or on a note/letter/essay to whoever its to or even a text, because it is just THAT difficult, you (who will never read this) started this bussiness, and now i cant change back. Not the one.
Anyway I gtg meet Bucket now.. So ill update week soon.
Try and take it easy.
Love to all you close peoples (:
Superman.. Beesley.. Twat