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I love it.


Do i stay or do i go (8) ? ahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha
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hmmm. no. hmmmm yes. hmmmm i dont know. 
How about make up your mind, eh? yeah please just sort it out and make your mind up.


I am trying to keep us all stuck together as mates, you all try harder to be pushed further away.
So fine, so be it, sort it all out yourselves.
Ive gone through friends as they come and go over the years, hell, I am used to it after have gone to about 5 different primary schools and then being fucked about in my one secondary school.
I shouldnt have begged my parents to let me stay in one school for once for the whole duration of it. I should not have listened to Becci and hoped for another chance and gone to America. Then i would have never met any of you. Then none of this would have happened. 
But meh, I guess ill get over it.. eventually. Your all great people and ill miss you, but meh you probs dont feel the same.. So see you on the other side i guess.

Have good lives with whatever you decided to do with them.


Superman..Beesley..Twat 
Emma


I would say let me know. But thats not going to happen now is it.
Maybe this is enough 'blurt it out to my face' for you. Im sorry, but if all of you are going to do this constantly then I really cant handlt it. Its driving me closer and closer to the edge (8) and as my mum said (im finally listening) 'dont let them drag you down with them'.. I guess its too late for that.. But i guess i need a scene change from constant drama.


I miss the old days.