Just to let you know..

Just how hard all of this is.
 I really wish you would all stop with this guilt tripping, even if you don't mean it. 
I've had enough as it is. I have been trying to keep us all together as mates, but its making it all worse as we get closer, because now were all slipping away.. YAAAAAY. 
If that's what you want, fine. If its not, then a little help would be muchly appreciated.

And also, to one of you specifically.. I got into town at 1, and waited for YOU until FOUR in the afternoon in the freezing cold, snowy weather wearing nothing but a hoodie and tracksuit bottoms only to get told that you couldn't come in any more after you said you would on the Thursday. so basically, thanks. You couldnt have told me before hand? It was so cold that PATTISON bought me some gloves and let me steal his hoodie.. it was ridiculous. 
Then i ask you if you wanted to come with today, and you say no because you parents wont let you. When has that ever stopped you before? hmm?!


But at this moment in time i am quite angry, and don't really care much atm so w/e. 
Im sorry, honestly i am for this out burst.. but im also just SO tired of having to bottle everything for everyone elses sakes. 


Best motto in the world.. Get Drunk, Smoke Weed, And Fuck.


I would say take it easy, but you probably wont, so.. meh.
Beesley.