Happyness.

Hope your happy.

Yes I am.

Im over the moon that I have lost 3 of my closest friends because of being over the edge. 

I am as you might say 'ecstatic'.#

My **** friend, i dont even know what to say to you anymore.. because you just push me away even though you try to convince me that you 'love' me.

I havnt cried since well erm.. I cant even remember.

Elfi: im sorry. 

      Cheer up

      Rawwr.

Chris: Is all monosyllabic with me and is pissed off at me. and I REALLY dont like it :l

I literally dont know how I would live without seeing Chris :l ... <3

And you know what. Because all of this seems to be my fault.. probably is but I will say 'apparently' anyway i am going to say sorry.

I am genuinely sorry. These past few months have been hell. Its been stupid how much shit has gone down. And I hate it. I know it wont happen.. But i REALLY would love it if because its a new year and a new start, i would really love it if we could all just be really good/close friends again. Just how it used to be, the 4 of us. I really miss it. And i, well i dont know.. this is me 'trying' (once again Hemi) and just have fun with your lives and ill miss you if not. 

Superman..Beesley..Twat