Its Brutal But Its The Truth.

'i can't be with someone who doesn't want to let someone in and understand them. It's brutal but it's the truth.'


Well its taken a long time to figure that out hasn't it. 'I cried.. for all of 3 seconds. Yes that may make me a bitch', 'its brutal but its the truth.'


I am happy.
-When i have ganja
-When on my pills
-When I dont NEED my pills
-When with my 'best friend' who i have now lost, but beggining to move on because people always come and go in my life. Although I will admit it will be the hardest struggle this time than it ever has been before. Im walking away this time. To help you.
-Im happy when i have something to punch
-Im happy when i need a hug and go ask one
-Of course I am also happy when I am with
*Matt *Chris *Charlie *Hemi *Sammy *Ellen Jakeman


I have a CAREFREE PERSONALITY AND WAY OF (LOOKING AT) LIFE.
I need a break to get back on track. I need to sort out my life for once and for all. 
This has happened once before and it broke me down until I was like a baby again and I had to get back up and start my life again, and it partially worked. And its happening again. I need to get away before you get to me completely. 


I love you all.


Superman..Beesley..Twat