Hmm, its so strange, 4 years and you not having a clue in the world..
Well maybe you do, as it was kinda either said or hinted at a while back now.. but thats probs been forgotten..
Anyway, its just so strange being EVER so close to you yet being so far away.. practically spending all day every/most days with you and being really close, but its gay cause i know nothing can or ever will happen, i know that i should move on.. its been 4 years, kinda too late now i guess..?
I think that a part of you knows, but i cant exactly bring it up because then everything would change. I like how we are now, and want it to stay this way, cause eventhough you would probs take it in a good wa and things probs wouldnt change, i know it would still be a little awkward??.. i know you will never read this, well unless one day in the future someday i let it slip about this, or tell you to read this blog... hmm. Laammeee.
Not sure why im writing this, i just had to get if off my chest :l
Rawwr i want a hug.
Hmm.. dinner, walk, smoke, bed.
Take it easy
Superman..Beesley..Twat
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