I got bored at work..

First off, i know i shouldnt ask you to elaboratee.. but i really don understand your last two posts :l


hmm... i got bored at work. and really cant describee how im feeling and how everything in my mind works..
This isnt exactly it, cause im not good with words but i guess its as close as..


Theres so much i need to say
To the world, but try not to every day
Cause I dont want my edges to fray
So i pray to the world
To keep me strong, im not ready to unfold
Because a story worth telling is a story worth told
But today you see im not feeling that bold..


So you wanna get to know the real me>
My true views,opinions and beliefs?
Well stuff it, "i love" it
Being me, a complete "jackass" dick
You see, my problem in life is trust
I cant tell between love and lust no more
Till its too late, more opportunities turn to dust
I mustn't unfold, i mustn't
Collapse, still tryin'a get outta this same old relapse
Mustn't collapse, fall to the ground
Cause im not ready to be bound
To the devil. No, not yet..
Still trying to fight
With the slight possibility of a might
Down from ten i start to count
This devil in my body
Sure dont wanna come out..


Too soon to give in and let emotions rawwr
Too soon to give into its temptations,
I can never follow my dreams
Ive lost the ability to believe
So leave me to be shot..
Theres nothing left i got..
I need something to belive in.. Someone to belive in
Me..