"why wont you look at me, you would before, then i said that and now you wont.."
"why wont you tell me? You open up to everything else when your with me, now you wont"
"yes or no, because im just going to be making assumptions about what i think it is"
"why did you kiss me back a while back then..?"
...etc.
Ok.. well for one thing, i cant keep eye contact with anyone for longer than 3 seconds.. and well, not going to lie, i wasnt expecting you to actually guess it..
I wouldnt tell you because of these same reasons i said over and over last night when you repeated the question every 3 seconds.. "1. Theres no point, because it would be pointless 2. Theres no particular reason to tell you 3. its, well its difficult.. in more ways than one and 4. i really dont want anything to change :l ..........
But im not going to lie, some things you said actually made my week, made me smile quite a bit..
So you really want an answer now? And want to know when your not drunk? ... -deep breath-
Yes. Yes i do, ok..
4 years.. for 4 years..
I dont know why i couldnt say, i just couldnt.. and you have asked so many times, so i guess i should answer.. even though your really unlikely to read this.. -sigh-
And now i feel like a "dick" as you called me last night..
And just, i dunnno really..
Take it easy..
"Emineminem"
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