Sickk..

I am sick. Sick of all of your words, thoughts, sayings, actions and well at this moment in time, just EVERYTHING about you. You can NOT keep doing this to people, and push them away, by explaining things then not taking anything back from them, any help from them.


Giving them GUILT.
Themselves becoming 'SAD' and whatever else follows. Its not the fucking one.
I am sick of it!


Being 'happy' [or fake happiness or w/e] with someone and then the complete opposite as soon as someone else is around, its not cool. It looks like all you want is some attention, which really doesnt help cause its pushing people away, your pushing people away. This is harsh, yes i know but it needs to be said because I know no-one else will say it.
For example atm you seem happy, but i know that when you see other persons later it will all change, i really don't understand it, and i do know whats been happening, so its not even a complete question, more random than anything.. Please explain it to me, because it makes no sense, none of it adds up and its just frustrating.. 


Anyway now i need to do my Media essay as i think ive spend enough time wasting more of my time..


You can take it easy. Just not right now... i assume.
Superman..Beesley..Twat