Thought i should explain this while im at it..

Right, basically.. its N . O . T . H . I . N . G against you at all, or anyone for that matter..
But when i shrug off hugs, there is a reason.. cause i am generally really huggy, but [and i know hemi said this on her blog, but im not sure if she meant it metaphorically.. but i dont..] i am claustrophobic.

And on a lot of levels it gets WAAAAAY out of my comfort zone.. i dont know why, it just does. A lot recently..
Like even when we all stand in a circle or close, you should notice that if im not hugging someone or being hugged and not really into it or something.. i will be standing well away from the rest of you. This is why.
 I wasnt "pushing me away", and im sorry it seemed like that,  or anything.. and its not cause i do not like you or anyone as a mate.. but a lot of the time it REALLY gets to me, and i hate that..
So i apologise for any randomness that comes from that sometimes..
Love to you all..

Take it easy
Superman..Beesley..Twat