Reasons.

Right. Its all coming out now.
You want to know more.. pushing it even more. Fine.
-My dad has bowl cancer
-My grandma had a heart attack on Monday morning.
-You have depression? You havnt been diagnosed with it... *deep breath* I have. Anti-depressants ftw.
-Do you have ADHD? No. I do.
-No-one knows like anything about me. You all think you do. Different pieces to the puzzle. But im not a puzzle. I am a game of Cludo. One with no end.


I could go on and on.
Hearing, well seeing you say that. Does not help. I give up trying to listen, help and atm even bothering to care anymore because obviously i dont get the same in return.


Trust.. No-one.
Never let your guard down.
Never give up.
Take every day as it comes.         


The above points are the Beesley that you know, my motto, my life.
Tell me when you want to be included into it again. 
I. am. out.


Superman..Beesley..Twat

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