If only I could stop looking back, at all this. I dont wanna look down, all I can see is the dirt around my feet, cause im in 1 deep pit. I realised its not a tunnel. Its just a deep pit of self pitty that i need to get out of. I'll never let go. Never. Im breaking down my coping mechanism. Its hard, its been there for so long, through my darkest hours. But I need a new angel, or none at all.
If only I could stop looking back, at all this. I dont wanna look down, all I can see is the dirt around my feet, cause im in 1 deep pit. I realised its not a tunnel. Its just a deep pit of self pitty that i need to get out of. I'll never let go. Never. Im breaking down my coping mechanism. Its hard, its been there for so long, through my darkest hours. But I need a new angel, or none at all.
ReplyDeleteI will always look back, I will always this about what could of been. I love you but i guess this is good bye. xx
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